Fuji-San has worn me out. The whole adventure has. So much so, that my eyes are burning, and I cannot put forth the needed effort to write about it today. I must go to sleep now, and write about it another day, perhaps tomorrow.
So much of my food here is selected based mainly on it’s ability to satisfy hunger while leaving the wallet as heavy as possible. The sandwich I had today, my dinner tonight – I hardly want to eat either one, ever. And yet, I’ve had the same sandwich thing multiple times this past year. Why? Because it fills me without voiding my wallet.
I can hardly wait never to have to eat like this again. At least, as part of my daily life, I mean. It’s exhausting, figuring out what to eat, when I really don’t like – and even rather dislike – the foods around and available to me. I’ve never eaten in so many restaurants, and had to take deep breaths and just ‘deal with it’ in my entire life before moving here as I have this past year. I’m tired of it all. Clearly Japanese food is just not my style. I leave it to others to enjoy, therefore.
Bring on the green smoothies, salads, and everything not Japanese, Houston. I’m ready.
My head hurts. I think I need food, water, And sleep.
As I thought about just now how my head hurts, I realized that I can express that fact/sentiment in five languages, and without even having to think about it.
My head hurts. (Duh)
Me duele en la cabeza.
J’ai mal à la tête.
Ich habe Kopfschmerzen.
Rad, huh? My life is super blessed. Thank you, God. Now, I’ll have a bit more water, and then sleep!
Sometimes, I just have to accept that my day’s productivity will consist of mental and physical rejuvenation (e.g. resting around all day), as opposed to standard ideas of ‘being productive’. There can be a hundred things I want to accomplish on a day off of work. However, if that day comes at the end of a long stream of busy, filled, tiring work days, then I might just need to postpone all 100 tasks. Otherwise, I won’t even make it through the day.
I want a lifestyle where I balance out these tasks and this rest in a beautiful, perfect combination of activity and rejuvenation. I think there is true value in having a day of rest in every week. The religions really got that one right. No joke, yo.